Have you ever been in that situation where you want something so much, it hurts?
That’s where I am.
It’s complicated.
It involves really, serious adulating over which, for the most part, I have no obvious control.
The vision I create is one of a safe, each step I take moves the dial another click. Each step, closer to opening the door.
Today is Independence Day in America. I will piggyback on that celebration and use the vision to create my own version of independence. Freedom.
Freedom is not merely physical. Freedom from the past. Freedom from particular emotions. Freedom from well trodden thought processes.
Do you catch yourself on a well worn thought track?
The usual for me, not good enough or one that reverberated through my childhood, ‘Who do you think you are?’ which I translated as ‘You don’t deserve this’ and I allowed parts, big parts of my life to be subsumed into the wished of others.
Not this time.
Those who know what it is that I want probably think I‘m bonkers. Crazy. ‘What?!!’ I hear them cry.
This time it’s for me. It’s what I want and I will do my very best to achieve it. Will it happen? Who knows?
Watch this space.
What about you?
Think about this day of freedom of independence. Especially the independence of choosing and following your own heartfelt thoughts and desires.
Live the life you deserve.
Hold tight. Jump in. Let’s do it.
Lynn
